i had a dteam last night in which i remember being in a front room and i put my mobilr in the video cabinet while i was holding my aunts baby, i went into the bedroom where my two aunts were,we were talking and then i couldnt remember where i had put my mobile phone, the baby started pointing so i followed her points and she led me back to the video cabinet where my mobile phone was, then i went back into the bedroom and sat on the bed still holding the baby, she suddenly slumped her head forward and my aunt said to hand her the baby in case she started crying.

your trying to put something aside, socially, but there is definately a part of you that wants to explore however you might not feel that your ready to open up to the situation,the situation could actually be good for you but it seems to me that your trying to hide from it.