i cant remember much but i had some holes that lloked like suckers on my face they were deep and could squeeze together in my dream i felt disgusted and revolted

definitely some kinda stress. hopefully not a physical ailment, do you have family that dont do for themselves, and take you for granted doing stuff for them?

i am forever complaining to my self that everyone always wants something from me whether it be time, material items or emotional baggage, forever giving and being taken for granted, but hey , who am i to moan about lifes inadequacies,. thanx

rehearse a speech that goes something like "I'd love to help you but I am really overloaded right now, you will have to find some otehr way to do that, sorry" there is no NO in that sentence, but it is pretty clear. maybe then you can gear up to saying simply, "no, i cant, I have other plans, sorry" try it, it is liberating!! first time I heard a friend say this, I thought it was rude, cos I am from british culture and we dont say no usually, we try to assist, particularly family, but here in the US yo have to set definite limits, or everyone will want something....