ok well i mentioned this in the premontion area..but theres this thing in our religion where u do this prayer if ur questioning somethin..or u dunno if u should do somethin...and god sends his answer through the dream..k well i was really depressed one day but before killin myself i decided to ask god if i should do it or not..that night i didnt dream bout anythin..but yesterday i did it again but askin god what should i do about 2 of my friends..cause things were goin weird...anyway heres the dream..i dont remember all of it..
ok in the dream i remember jackin this guy off and suckin his dick for him..(sorry if this is drity but thats wat i remember) and his dick tasted very salty..
the next part was..i was in an apartment or hotel i dunno exactly..anyway..my friend called..she was goin to play tennis..she didnt know how to serve the ball so she asked me to turn on the tv and try to look for a channel that will teach me how to serve so i could tell her how..and my bro was sittin next to me..its like he could listen to wat she was sayin..he said turn to 98.5 or 93.5 not sure bout which one..so i turned to that channel..and i saw my friends mum on tv..she was on this tv show..u tell this guy ur dream and he interprets it..well she finished tellin the guy her dream..i didnt hear wat it was about cause i turned to the channel after she had finished tellin the guy her dream..anyway this guys face really screwed up..he looked so scared..he was bauld and reminded me of the devil in the dream..just a bit..neway he looked very very scared..he said ur very very dangerous!! go kill urself now!! ur very dangerous kill urself NOW!! and then the guard ran upto my friends mum and told her hurry go out from the back quick!! after that my mums friend got up and ran to the back with the guard but before they left i woke up..
this dream is very confusin cause last time i did the prayer i dreamt that id get in a big fight with a girl..and i did..i also dreamt bout somethin else after doin the prayer and that also happened...so im really confused..wats the dream supposed to mean??

Don't base such a big decision on a dream! Killing urself is never the right thing to do... and I'm sure ur God doesn't want u to or he wouldn't have bothered puttin u on earth in the 1st place.
If u were wondering all day what answer you would get in ur dream, or thinking about suicide all day then u were bound to dream about it.

what`s been so bad in your life that the only option and way out you could think is suicide? everyone on this earth is here for a reason and everyone individual plays a part. You are on this planet to learn and to help others learn on this journey, because in a previous life if you had succeeded you wouldn`t be here now! You have a soul (a lifeforce), which you are ultimately here to gain the extra pieces of that puzzle for if you like, and this is your chance to do that. You can either learn the easy way or learn the hard way while your here, and it`s completely in your hands what path you take, as their your mistakes to be made. People can guide you in life, but you have to make your own decisions. It`s never to late to make amends and put right what`s gone wrong, because the world is your oyster and it`s there for the taking. When you realise this and you see that you can make a difference then believe me you will never contemplate suicide again. Positive thoughts and actions will bring on positive results. You dreams are messages from the spirits on the other side possibly your guide who is trying to communicate with you, and prewarning you of an event(s) to come, so you have the option of taking the right path or making the right decision.You are being tested, you had a chance to avoid the argument with the girl, do you see? as i said before you choose what path you take, make it the right one.

I think that when the girl said she wanted you to find her a station that would help her in your game means that she is placing responsibility on you for her situation. Your brotther helping means that he is someone you can trust and is caring. the thing with youur mom might mean that your feelings about wanting to committ suicide are spilling over to your family and possibly friends. the mean guy telling her to kill herself means that in your heart you know that suicide is wrong and only the evil things would make someone want to do it.
I'm recovering from suicide attempts too. the one thing that always kept me going when all my other reasons fell away was my religion. i knew that God loved me and that He always would, and that He would always forgive me no matter what. I knew He wanted me to chose life. If you religion doesn't show you that, then maybe you should switch. There are a lot of Christian churches (what i am) that have a variety of diffrent beliefs, and if ur not a "rule" person yocould join an interdenominational church. Just something that helps you see that you are shinning and special, because you are YOU. and you don't have to be or do anything else.