I took pictures of our family and pictures outside, my mom was being rude to this girl and I told her to quit being nasty, I said something about jesus to her but don't remember exactley what I said, the mail came and my mom handed me a bunch of flower seeds that came in the mail, I have never planted flowers. I was looking at these pictures I took and the one picture had a flower in it. It became like an animated picture, the flower was closed up in the picture and as you watched it, it grew into a big beautiful yellow flower. I tried to show this girl the picture because I was amazed, she had a child with her and the child distacted her so she missed seeing it, once the flower grew I had to put it in the dark so that you could see it grow again in the light, then the picture got missplaced and the only one that seen it was me.

the squabbles and shortsightedness of family in small unnecessary disputes, you are the only one that sees the light. Take empowerment from your inner strength, as these others prattle about - about nothing that is really important. You are doing A-OK. Others might get upset cos you are so serene.

somethings nice coming your way from a place you didnt expect it to come from. Might not look so good at first, but it soon will
sweet dreams
dreamer x

I am the type of person that just wants peace in my life, but it just isn't there. There is just a bunch of tormoil, and I feel like everyday that I could just lose it over it. I ask God everyday for a sign, I am seeking something, but I just don't know what yet, I am in fear, when I go to sleep I pray for god to show me in my dreams which direction to lead me in, because I am not appantley strong enough to do it on my own.