This week i have had 2 dreams that are playing on my mind.

1st Dream - I'm in this shop with both my sister and best friend, it appears to be a clothes shop. We're looking around, and i come across a staircase that leads down to the next floor, i go down the stairs and my sister comes with me.....but not my best friend. Then some more stairs, again i go down but when i look around my sister is not with me. This goes on for about 5 lots of staircases all leading down, the further i go the less people around me, and the more chaotic and unorganized everything is, until i'm alone, and am climbing over things to get to the next staircase as everything is a mess. But this time theres a gap in the stairs and a big hole, i can see to the bottom of the hole but its a long way down. Theres a door at the bottom of the stairs that leads into a room that i cant see into, but i want to.....i want to jump the hole to get to the otherside, but i'm to afriad to, i'm afraid i'll fall. So i turn and make my journey back up the stairs until again i am reunited with my sister and bestfriend.

2nd Dream - i dont remember all of this dream, but i'll share what i do.
My mother has had twins yet their not properly developed yet and instead of growing in her womb, they are in 2 seperate boxes. I'm looking after the boxes and one baby is...shall we just say born, a healthy little girl. The other nothing happens, so i open the box and inside is this scrawny little thing no bigger then my thumb, i gently take it out, but to my horror its head falls off!
i hear my stepfather coming and i panic, putting both parts of the baby back in the box and praying he doesnt open it. Inside i'm hurting, i killed my little sibling, but i never meant to, but i fear no one will understand!

Please any impute would be most appreciated.

x Night x

Nightspirit, I'm no expert and this is brief, but it seems you must (and know it) work it out yourself eventually. You are very insecure about this; not unsurprisingly, and must not reject outside assistance out of hand. Perhaps you are feeling a bit "alienated".

i appreciate your thoughts Shape . Yes i understand its something i need to sort out by myself, and i know it has a lot to do with my anxities and insecurities, but i'm very confused with what i'm supposed to do, whats my next step?? I find myself always looking for signs to help me along my journey in life, and i read into my dreams and have so many different ideas of what they may be trying to say, i just wondered what others thought, so i could perhaps have a better understanding?

Nightspirit, "signs" is interesting. I nearly drove myself over the edge looking at those; notice I did not say looking "for" them. Signs are alright but are particular to the individual and possibly no-one else. Keep aware of your signs, but don't allow them to overwhelm you (outward ones or in dreams). Again you see, it is yourself you will be relying on whats yours is probably yours alone.