A soft light, seen as if through half closed eyes, like the moon might appear through thin curtained windows. But no moon ws there and the light was somewhere in the mind, and as this realisation came, next came a deep deep sorrow, an awful realisation of parting from loved ones, from life, nothing short of death. Hopeless, desolate, nothing should end like this.

you had, shape?

Yes Neesoj - dream. It was impossible to lay in bed after awakening, there were tears in my eyes. Someone connected (though not to me closely) committed suicide I've since been informed. Much as I hope this feeling iin the dream was not his just before he died, I can only hope its nothing like what I will feel come the moment, truly awful.

this weekend. I was in Aruba, and it rained for 8 hours, mroe than they have ever had, I woke at 6am and looked out of hotel window, saw storm drain, and thought that Natalee holloway will wash up from wherever they put her;

I think i went back to bed and had a dreamflash saw socks and back of legs of middleaged woman (45-55?) dangling above the ground....woke up quick cos I realised I was looked at back of woman dark hair who had hanged herself....dont know if that is cos they find natalee body or if somenoe committed suicide in that hotel room....

strange stuff.

Neesoj I don't know anything at all about this "Natalee" woman (case), if she hung herself then she was'nt going anywhere so presumeshe was murdered. But this much is true, the person I referred to did actually hang himself; symbollically speaking theres a sort of connection with foul-play, you could be "on to something" from that angle, vibrations perhaps?. I never want to "go there" again.