I had a brief dream where estranged husband was in a raincoat going down steps to somewher eunderground...maybe train...in Chicago...he saw me but was running away...(we are Estranged ann will get divorced) and then a woman in a raincoat with short blonde hair got in my face and was really angry with me about something...
in reality husband walked out 3 mths ago, hasnt given good reason, he said his feelings CHANGED..point blank.... (is there ever one) and is now hiding his whereabouts..he has changed job, and he has asked me to drop an important document I need him to sign with a female former coworker of his that he said 'he has lunch with every day...' she is not blonde. she is black, he did say if he ever went out with a black girl it would be one who looked like her...he is in a hurry for me to move on with my life, and I want to, but cant sell house, roof ffalling in, immigration issues bigtime.....
so who is the Blonde that is so angry with me??
I called 411 for the suicide hotline, htey dont ahve a listing...wow.
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