he came online for about 3 minutes today... i guess anything's better than nothing, but still..
he's still in spain. dunno when he's coming back yet. he's building stuff. some Christian organisiation thing from the sounds of it. sigh.
i dunno if he's having fun... when he said he was still in spain i was like 'oooo, it's alright for some' and he was like 'nah, not really' - i think the building work he's doing is really tiring. but because "it's for god" then it's ok. ummmm..... ...yes.
i'm hardly the most religious person in the world, but oh well. I told him ages ago that I put Jedi on my census form as my religion and his reaction was "excellent!" So I think he can pretty much gather where i stand on the religious front from that. I'll just have to rememember to not make religion jokes in front of him (or at least wean him onto them gentley....) Sigh.. see.. he's not PERFECT for me..... he's just lovely. lol
feck i do really miss him though... i don't like knowing that when i get a text message it WON'T be from him... though before when there was a possiblity that it might've been from him t'was bad coz i'd be too scared to look at the message incase it wasn't from him and i was disappointed. LOL.
aww.. i want him to come BACK so that we can have a RAOK day and stuff. grrrrr. and i wanna go back to daily texting too! how am i meant to convince myself that he loves me if i never hear from him?!?! (the 3 mins thhis evening not counted... so we ddin't really get time to say anything to each other at all..)
GRR.. oh well...... waits for him to come home....
