Dan should've got home from his 2 weeks in Wales this weekend. Just waiting for him to appear online sometime now.
I've not exactly missed him. I did a little bit for the first few days... then on the first Weds he was away, I text him, and he never replied, and the week and a half since then has positively flown by.. so it's just like 'woah, he'll be back already'.
There was no point wasting energy on missing him... I don't like him THAT much... he's just a fun thing to keep my mind occupied at the mo! LOL! (does that sound harsh??)
I mean I do like him........... just not "oh woe is me i can't chat to him online everyday, kill me now" ishly... he's basically a way to distract my head from thinking about Will...
...and so, coz I've NOT been distracted by him this week... I ended up texting Will this morning. Been planning on doing it for ages, but never quite been brave enough.. i wrote the text a few days ago and saved it, thinking that if i read it back and it sounded ok in a day or two then i could send it. so i don't end up sending spur-of-the-moment ones that make me sound insane/weird/needy/pathetic/odd/all of the above....
Then i thought bout sending it last night, then though - no, texting him at 9pm on saturday night shows i have nothing better to do on a saturday night than text him! LOL!
So I sent it this morning... and... GOOD GOD!!... he REPLIED!! lol.
I text him asking if he knew that Sarah's having a party on thursday.. and that well, she was, so now he knew. And he replied saying that he might go, but he might not. and when do i go to australia.
so i've replied telling him when, and saying that he has to go to the party coz it'll be the last one before everyone disappears.
i hope he understands that by everyone i mean me.
if dan doesn't come back soon i'm gonna be back on the "gun fodder, or cannon fodder" - "depending on whether guns or cannons they be" thing again...