The thing is - the last 6 months of school... the last 3 months especially... me and Will got on REALLY well. He'd walk in the common room and call me over to sit with him. He'd come and sit with me. He'd buy oranges and eat them in a silly fashion JUST because it made me laugh. Everyone else got over it after the first time they saw him do it.... I just loved it every time. And he loved that. Maybe he started to appreciate how much crap i put up with from him, and how I always understood the silly things he did. He even started having kinda proper convos with me too.... yeh, it was going well. It was happy.
But yesterday he seemed to have regressed like 18months back in our friendship. He hardly spoke to me at all. Not properly. The best moments were when we were both lying on the floor watching TV (there was't enough seats for us all) and the dog was lying twixt us and we were stroking him. and the cat came up and started to sniff around the dog, and Will goes "DOG! KILL CAT!" or something. And the dog immediately lifted it's head and snapped it round to where the cat was... which made me and Will both yelp coz we thought he was ACTUALLY going for the cat... whereas actually he was just moving v quickly to bite at an itch in his foot.. which was incidently near the cat. So then me and Will laughed heartily coz it was SUCH good timing. Ummm... what else was nice? ummm.... oh, when he arrived i guess. sigh you're seeing that it wasn't good, right?
And he basically looked bored as hell ALL night. True, he likes to play up these things a lot.. but still. He really did look BORED. He did laugh at the guy riding his bike backwards on the TV though. (Trisi - this is on The Tape! yay!). But yeh, he looked like suicidally BORED.
I had a great time with Tom though. The pair of us lying on our stomachs on the floor doing a crossword. It was great fun. We played snap too. He beat me, booooo! If Will had been Tom, I'd have been the happiest girl ever today. But he's not.
But I just spoke to TOm on MSN. He's good friends with Will, gave him a lift home last night...
ME: never had that much fun doing a crossword before
TOM: me either
ME: and now i can sound so rock - "so lou, what did u do for your 19th birthday?" - "i did a crossword!! ROCK ON!" lol
TOM: all right!
ME: I hope Will wasn't quite as bored as he looked.... **thinking smiley** ... oh well..
TOM: will was fine. wouldn't have come if he didn't want to
Which is true. It doesn't make me feel happy... but it makes me feel a bit... i dunno, a bit more settled I guess. If he didn't want to come, he wouldn't. So he wanted to come to party. He did. He was just a bit of a bastard once he was there. sigh
Oh well, I'll be over it soon. Until then, you just gotta put up with it!