My stuff about boys doesn't tend to fit into a YAY or a GRR very well.. unless they've been VERY well behaved, or VERY evil. It's usually just... y'know... stuff I need to get out of my head.

Trisi, do you agree?

That's therefore what this thread is for. Hurrah!




SO... there was a bit of joy yesterday in that Dan (I've moved on from "hot joinee dude"ing him the whole time now lol) came online. Woo! So we chatted a bit.. I rambled on a lot and he "lol"ed at me at all the right times. he says he likes my rambling so it's all good!

And I'd posted on the Joinee forum that I had these camera films that I didn't need, coz they're the wrong type for my camera. (bought them in a moment of dimness). Turns out that he uses that type of film, so I posted them off to him today. He says it's "fantastically kind" of me. Woo!

Anyhoos, so after I got home from posting them, I text him to let him know I'd posted it. And that I'd walked home in the rain (3 miles!) listening to the CD he made for me, and that it was "good introspective contemplation time (2 v. big words!)". And he replied saying that I used v long words so I must be clever and must be a witch. And that I should be burnt. LOL.

I recognised the monty python and the holy grail reference in the witch comment (knew he liked the film coz he quoted a line from it on friday), so i sent a text back saying that i'm only a witch if i weigh the same as a duck, and that i defy him to prove that lol.

Then he replied with one of my fave lines ever from the film - "you turned me into a newt! ....well, i got better!" LOL. And then he sniggered at me just being about to walk my dog in the rain, while he played on his xbox with his friend. so i replied telling him not to snigger or else i'd say "NI" at him. That's taught him!! lol

So yeh..... I'm feeling good about it all at the mo. That's what a bit of him not ignoring me can do to me! lol


New plan - if I go shopping in York sometime soon (once he's back from hol - he's off to Spain on Friday... he'd better send me a postcard!) then I can send him a message to see if he wants to meet up for a coffee or something.... and oo then i can say that if he doesn't want to then that's ok, and use the line "rejection is the sincerest form of flattery" lol. Coz I love that line. It makes no sense at all!

And then it'd be up to him what happened next...... OK, so it's liable to go wrong and he could flatter me greatly (going off the rejection line there....) and therefore break my poor little heart. OR.. we could go to starbucks, make the guy that works there think Dan's stalking him still, and try to convince him (the starbucks guy) to join some more. Fun.



OK... someone else's go now!!!! lol. no feeling guilty for rambling about boys (or A boy) in here!

LOL this is kinda "boy" related....LMAO at the phone convo I just had at work, where my best mate tried desperately to get me to call my boss by his nickname (Hottie Boss lol) knowing full well that he was standing right next to me...sooooo immature! (and soooo glad I didn't call him Hottie Boss in front of him lol...called him HB instead lol)

I love my Hottie Boss!

Bec xxx

LOL Bec!! YAY that's totally what this thread is for!!

GRR coz neither Will or Mitch turned up at the party last night. Mitch had a good excuse - playing tennis for Northern England - dunno bout Will.... he probably just couldn't be bothered lol. Although also, the last time there was a party at that girls house it was when he got with Rowena.. so maybe his mind was taunting him about that? hmm.. or as i said, maybe he just couldn't be bothered!



OK - so, cast your minds back to a party I went to not this Christmas, but the Christmas before. Remember the gatecrasher boys who were really sweet - Bellinger and Callum - and now Bellinger is going out with Rowena. Right?

Well, Mr Bellinger was at the party last night. We exchanged a couple of pleasantries, not much, but was quite nice to see him again for the first time in a year and a half. (Callum wasn't there of course.... cries... now that boy was cooool! lol)

Anyhoos, at one point Rowena came up to me and goes "Richard" (ie: bellinger) "really likes you. we spoke about you for a whole five minutes yesterday! He asked me "is Louisa going to be there?".."

AWWWWWWW!! How cute is that??

Apparently he thinks I'm cool, and he likes me coz I looked after him and his friends at the party that Christmas when everyone else was ignoring them. And they discussed how I'm "weird in a GOOD way!" and how apparently in tutor i'd always just say something that'd make rowena be like "aww.. Lou... she's one in a million!"

LOL - ok so she WAS drunk while she was telling me all this stuff.. but still!

So yeh... if Bellinger thinks I'm cool then maybe there's hope for Callum if only I could find him.....





Jeez.. I don't half spread out my attentions do I? LOL! Afraid Dan's my man of the moment though... curses!

Top as thread lou... one thing.. you do want me to leave my comp once in a blue moon dont you?!!! lol
well... I could start anywhere... i really could. This COULD be a grrr.. but its more of a ho hum...
I hate it when u go from seeing someone all the time, to being lucky to see them once a month... aka - Brook!

LOL Tris!!

Meh, today I am sad for he has left to go to Spain.

God damn him. Why does he have to leave the country?? How am I meant to cope for a week (or however long he's gone for) without texting him and whatnot?!!? GRR!!

Specially coz I'm gonna be at York train station tomorrow... I could have arranged my trains to and from there so that I had a wait of an hour or so, then could've seen if he wanted to meet up.

But noooooooooooooo coz he's in SPPPAAIINNN!!! mad

has he gone to spain for the bull running thing?

he came online for about 3 minutes today... i guess anything's better than nothing, but still..

he's still in spain. dunno when he's coming back yet. he's building stuff. some Christian organisiation thing from the sounds of it. sigh.

i dunno if he's having fun... when he said he was still in spain i was like 'oooo, it's alright for some' and he was like 'nah, not really' - i think the building work he's doing is really tiring. but because "it's for god" then it's ok. ummmm..... ...yes.

i'm hardly the most religious person in the world, but oh well. I told him ages ago that I put Jedi on my census form as my religion and his reaction was "excellent!" So I think he can pretty much gather where i stand on the religious front from that. I'll just have to rememember to not make religion jokes in front of him (or at least wean him onto them gentley....) Sigh.. see.. he's not PERFECT for me..... he's just lovely. lol

feck i do really miss him though... i don't like knowing that when i get a text message it WON'T be from him... though before when there was a possiblity that it might've been from him t'was bad coz i'd be too scared to look at the message incase it wasn't from him and i was disappointed. LOL.

aww.. i want him to come BACK so that we can have a RAOK day and stuff. grrrrr. and i wanna go back to daily texting too! how am i meant to convince myself that he loves me if i never hear from him?!?! (the 3 mins thhis evening not counted... so we ddin't really get time to say anything to each other at all..)

GRR.. oh well...... waits for him to come home....

he came online again later last night.. hurrah.

he's coming home on the 21st... the same date as my driving test. then the next day is rik's birthday, then i think rik's FINALLY coming home from his eastern europe travels the next day or the day after. hurrah!

also gave dan the address to look at all my Join Meet pics (they're on the New Photos page of my website) I've been trying to not appear nerdy and I-spend-all-my-time-on-the-computer-y so i was like 'yes, i'm sad, i have my own website' lol, and then i prompted him 'you're meant to say 'no no, that's not sad at all, i understand that there is nothing else to do in the village in which you reside'!' and he was like 'no no no, it's not sad! i have my own site too' and gave me think to his blog page.

So i then sat and read that for probably longer that I should. I worked my way back past his birthday (April 25th), past him deciding that he wants to be South American (March), past him breaking up with his girlfriend and deciding that he's a failure at everything (February), past him feeling misunderstood by everyone (December onwards) and him having a lot of work to do and always leaving it to the last minute (basically all the time).

So now I feel like I know him more. Yay. He's a funny badger sometimes. At one point he was doing a few gigs with his friend Ben, and they couldn't think of a name (they tended just to go with "Ben and Dan" or was it "Dan and Ben".. but still) and LOL dan goes "I want to call it "The Dan James Band" but Ben won't agree. The fool!"

Oooo.. and he works at a mental hospital. I don't know if that's the PC term for it. And LOL on his first day there, this one guy told him really secretively and wink-wink-ily "you should ask if you could......" wink wink "... unload the dishwasher!" And so Dan was obviously like, errm... what? I just do what the nurse tells me to do! So the guy told him to ask the nurse to tell him to unload it, and then the nurse came in and was like 'what's he saying?' so Dan told him. And it turns out that this guy's job is to unload the dishwasher every evening, so he was trying to get out of it.... LOL.

OK, it was funny when I read it in Dan's blog.

Anyhoos.. see... don't you feel like you know him now too?

And I don't hate Spain so much anymore....

I LOVE SPAIN! (LOL are you keeping up here?!?!)

He's just been online again... so that's Thursday night, twice on Friday night and then just now that I've chatted to him. HURRAH!!!

When he was on last night the second time, we were chatting a bit but not too much... then I thought i'd play it cool and go offline.. i'm not sure why i thought leaving him would be a good idea, but it seemed to work at the time.

anyhoos... so just after we said all our goodbyes and adioses... he said something about i needed to work out what his msn name ("pan para ti?") meant. so i was like, ok so now i HAVE to look at an online translator before i go! Then he told me what it meant anyway.. it means... "bread for you?" LOL! He was like 'well, it made us laugh anyway' which is good coz i was just LOLing a lot when he told me.. tiz so random!

And then YAY we spent another.. i dunno... 20 mins or something rambling on at each and saying all sorts of stuff in spanish and whatnot. he taught me "chicko mallo" (bad boy) and of course "pan para ti?" (bread for you?) and i found "onda" (wave).

And at one point he said "my friend luke here says hola" so i said hola back... and that's actually when the onda thing came in. coz i posted "*waves*" and dan goes 'luke waved back' then just as i posted 'you have no idea how much i hope he seriously DID wave at the computer screen' he posted 'he did. i saw him do it' LOL. so then we decided that we'd both (me and luke) wave at the computer screens at the same time... and i told dan to join in, but he said his hands hurt too much from his labouring so he couldn't... but then after we'd waved on the command 'ONDA' dan was like 'i waved too, secretly' LOL. it was all so silly!!

And i taught him "hej snygging" which means "hey sexy" in swedish. then today when he came online i greeted him "hey sngygging " and he replied "yo sexy".

so it's all good really, eh?

LOVE LOVE LOVE SPAIN!!! LOL!

Ohhhhhhh I used to know Spanish....bugger it though, I've forgotten it! LOL I used to pretend I'd learnt it for when I marry Carlos Moya (lol ppl seem to think that was my real reason) but I actually knew it because my best friend for many years was Chilean...so before she went back to Chile, I learnt Spanish lol!

Bec xxx

Sooooo.... he came home on wednesday. he's at home home (ie: not york) which means he's got msn at his disposal. which i like.

yesterday we chatted for two hours... it was good.

today we chatted for about two minutes... then i dragged it out a bit... and now he's just gone back to being silent.

i blame that american bitch.

i now have to go back and see whether i've explained to you that he's got a thing for this girl who lives in america. needless to say, i despise her. LOL!

on the plus side. she lives in america.

on the down side. i'll soon live in australia.

bugger it.

on the even further down side... i can't think of any conversation starters to throw in his direction.... other than "enjoying the sabbath?" and i still can't work out if i'm being disrespectful by using that word with such glee...

Just thought I'd say.... he went offline (silently) for a bit.... then came back just gone midnight.... and said hi to me straight away, and started convos with me, and we chattered for about an hour... so yeh, that cheered me up lots!

also, he's come back to york today. which means no more long msn chats tsk. (but i guess also no more feeling crap if he ignores me for hours like last night?)

anyhoos... so he's here for a week (but i can't think of any excuse to go into york! lol) and then he's going to wales for 2 weeks, then he's back in york forever.

however, only about 3 weeks after he's back in york, i'm leaving for aussieland. BLOODY HELL THAT'S SOON!!!!!!

anyhoos..... that be it for now....

Welll..... where do i start. So much has happened since Ive been able to post on here. I guess I can get straight to the point. Brooks married. feck it. I know I always said nothing was ever gonna happen, and i meant that, it wasn't, but at least I could dream! sighs bit harder now...
Thing is, ive gotten sooooooooo damn selfish... all this crap about "oh just be glad hes happy", honestly, feck that for an idea. I dont give a crap how selfish this is, I dont want him to be happy with someone else. I want him to be happy with ME. Is that really so much to ask? Apprently.
Its made me a bitch too... wantin to split em... Dont get me wrong, i dont think i could do it, but damn id love to.
Wasnt a great day when i found out (obv), feck its depressing, having it confirmed that the person you love more than anything, will never love you. Honestly felt like my guts had been ripped out, as dramatic as it sounds... thats the best way i can describe it.
Also when thru a phase of just feeling empty. I really didnt know HOW to feel at all... As i said, i always knew nothing was ever gonna happen, so in a sense it wasnt THAT shattering, its not I thought "hey, this could be gonna work" and then found out.... but hmmm. still. Its not nice at all to have something like that confirmed...
Anywah.... I think ill leave it for now.... add some more later...

"all this crap about "oh just be glad hes happy", honestly, feck that for an idea."

LOL Tris! That made me laugh out loud!! Totally know what you're getting at...

Yeh it's selfish.. but meh.


sigh and in my little world of patheticyness, dan's just gone to wales for 2 weeks.

had a funny little convo with him last night though... oh he's always so mean to me, lol. (in a jokey way.... at least, i hope! lol!!)

he's gone to a camp thing for 10-12 year plds, so i was like 'are you gonna go around on your knees pretending to be 11 yrs old on the first day?' and he was like, i'm a leader. and i was like 'oh, well you should still do that anyways, then on the second day stand up and be like 'i fooled you all! mwahahahahaha!!' He didn't seem to keen on the idea... LOL!

and then i broke him some truely shocking news about our mutually beloved Fairly Odd Parents (cosmo has a diff voice in some eps!! NOOOO!!!) and he was as shocked as I thought he would be. so i offered him a hug, which helped in the short time... but a few mins later it became clear that he was still in shock.

so LOL remember my thing about peppers being a symbol of love (coz of the boy who offered me them at new year?) - and so I posted my peppers emoticon and was like "i've heard peppers are good for shock victims" LOL. (i've not explained that peppers = love!) and he thought I was tres weird then! LOL!! So I was like 'no no, it's not weird it's... umm... caring... yes, caring'll do'

and then i can't remember if it was then, or after i'd said something else weird, but he was like 'ok... yes... i have to go now...' lol. And i was like, have i scared you off? . and he said yes. so i was like 'oh ok. byee ' and he was like 'no, not really i just have to sleep.' (he loveses my craziness really... and you know it!) And then in response to all my sad faces and trying to make him guilty he goes 'and shush you.' And then LOL he was like 'now, go and lust after me' so i was like 'LOL is that an order??' and he said 'ohh YES' lol.

and then we said our goodbyes again, and he "xxx"-ed and then the swine was like 'NO! IGNORE THE KISSES!" the bliddy swine!!!! trying to make me more normal by holding back the love? tsk, like that's gonna work!

tsk, and then his last words are "organise a join meet!!!!" (well, then a final 'adios' but still). Again: the bliddy swine!! Organise yer own you good-for-nothing join me celebrity! He's got way more power to pull the joinees into the meet than I do... tsk.

BUT! Oooo so I'm thinking... I'm going to a big meet in Edinburgh on the Sat 21st August... So I could arrange a meet up of some sort in York on the Friday before, stay at my brothers, then be in York ready to catch the train in the morning... maybe meaning i can get to Edin early enough to say hi to Rik before he heads down to Newcastle for the match.....

We're def having a York meet on the 27th... but if i don't arrange another one, that'll be the ONLY TIME I see dan before i go away probably! like HELL am i letting that be true!!!! shock

*takes deep breath... and shuts up*

Well...

Dan should've got home from his 2 weeks in Wales this weekend. Just waiting for him to appear online sometime now.

I've not exactly missed him. I did a little bit for the first few days... then on the first Weds he was away, I text him, and he never replied, and the week and a half since then has positively flown by.. so it's just like 'woah, he'll be back already'.

There was no point wasting energy on missing him... I don't like him THAT much... he's just a fun thing to keep my mind occupied at the mo! LOL! (does that sound harsh??)

I mean I do like him........... just not "oh woe is me i can't chat to him online everyday, kill me now" ishly... he's basically a way to distract my head from thinking about Will...

...and so, coz I've NOT been distracted by him this week... I ended up texting Will this morning. Been planning on doing it for ages, but never quite been brave enough.. i wrote the text a few days ago and saved it, thinking that if i read it back and it sounded ok in a day or two then i could send it. so i don't end up sending spur-of-the-moment ones that make me sound insane/weird/needy/pathetic/odd/all of the above....

Then i thought bout sending it last night, then though - no, texting him at 9pm on saturday night shows i have nothing better to do on a saturday night than text him! LOL!

So I sent it this morning... and... GOOD GOD!!... he REPLIED!! lol.

I text him asking if he knew that Sarah's having a party on thursday.. and that well, she was, so now he knew. And he replied saying that he might go, but he might not. and when do i go to australia.

so i've replied telling him when, and saying that he has to go to the party coz it'll be the last one before everyone disappears.

i hope he understands that by everyone i mean me.

if dan doesn't come back soon i'm gonna be back on the "gun fodder, or cannon fodder" - "depending on whether guns or cannons they be" thing again...

ok, so i already am...... :S

OKKKkaayy.....

SO... this morning I sent Will the text saying that Thurs could well be the last time we see each other... and so he had to go, and that he had no say in this, he was going. lol!

Once the message got through (I'd collapse in a paranoid quivering heap if I didn't get reports...) he replied instantly....


"Fie m'lady will see thee shortly. Tis a large house in Kirkby where I hold court, will arrange to meet ye there at sometime of leisure for us both. Fear not. "


Kirkby is the town where he lives. Is he saying what I think he's saying? Do you think he's being sarky? Meh, I dunno what to make of it...

You'd have thought I'd be used to him confusing the hell outta me by now....

sigh

men ... rolls eyes

Damn i love that boy... lol
on my earlier comment... about wanting to break them up...
Now i have a way... hmmmmm

Awww... I got the FUNNIEST email from Will today!! Such good stuff!! THat boy rocks!

Look.. it's ME!! AT STEVIE!! YAY!

Australia rocks. WOOHOO!!

Is anything ever NOT about him?
ahhh... hmmm....
ok, sooo why does his wife (alyssa for future reference) have to be nice?! lol
And his sis - OMG - shes a champ - but why does she have to get along with her so well?
grrr.. i hate knowing what i know.... I feel bad not saying anything, but then.... hmmm... I know i wouldnt feel great if I DID say something...
And hmmm.... what if it DID come between em, i mean, yeah, Brook'd be single - WOOP! - but hmmm.... I love him, i dont want him to get hurt... and yeah...

And not only that, who would i say something to???

I guess i cant say anything really.. but god dammit... That means ill always be left wondering.... oh how i hate that...

Ok Tris, u do realise that I need FAR MORE information than that right?

Bec xxx

like what...?

...like what you know.

come on - I need to know stuff over here! I'll get back in a few weeks time and be TOTALLY out of it here at stevie and have SO MUCH catching up to do ....

be fair ... play nice

i wonder if Trisi's explained everything to you guys yet??

Our 'Explanatory Letter to Bec' that we started at the end of October (coz it was when we went to Rob's Knox gig) was still lying on the floor in our room when I left... oops!!

TRISI - explain to the poor girls!! I don't feel it's really my job.

This thread is so funny to read back... I completely forgot about the extent of my Dan obsession. That boy's still cool though lol. Nice dude.

And Trisi's "feck that for an idea" about the sentiment 'as long as he's happy' - that made me laugh out loud, again. LOL!


Oh, incidently... Will wants me to teach him how to play chess. I've told him that I will.


.... I don't KNOW how to play chess.

I'm just going to make it up as we go along. It'll be fun

I STILL want that letter girls! LOL!

I just got home from my cousins NYE party - good fun, but had to leave early because I'm off to Geelong 2morro morn. Got to spend time with his 2 mates I adore...LOVELIEST boys in the world...YAY!

Bec xxx

Awww, had a really nice chat with dan "hot joinee dude" last night - and lol he put his web cam on and was making funny faces at me... especially when i refused to put mine on (well, it's my brothers but it appears to be plugged into my computer)... t'was funny.

and yay coz he asked if i was gonna be in york this week, coz he's back there now, so he said i gotta let him know if i'm going in so that we can catch up.

and that's just happy.

Will still wants to play Chess with me. LOL.

On Tues I was tempted to text him saying 'pick a day, you scoundrel!'... but i didn't.

On Weds I was again tempted, then decided that the happiness i'd get at him replying to that with a day was nowhere near as cool as the happiness of him getting in touch with me about it on his own accord.

I then worried slightly that he WOULDN'T get in touch and i'd have to break. I didn't really expect him to. I thought that I'd end up having to text him today or tomorrow, and then he'd reply noncommitally and I'd be paranoid that he didn't really wanna do it anymore and i was pushing him into still doing it etc etc etc....

HOWEVER!!!

I was at Sarah's house last night, with about 6 or 7 friends, vaguely watching DVDs (Trisi - we watched HotShots and I had hysterics just at the thought of "MY HARNESS IS MALFUNTIONING!!"... and no one else thought it was funny. Boooooo!!)... and I had my phone in my pocket. And I got a text message through.

I thought it might be from Trisi (she's like the only person who texts me nowadays! but i LOVE waking up to a hundred trisi texts.. it makes me happy! thanks hun!!)... but it was still too early in Oz to be from her. I opened it up..

It was from will!! Asking how long i'd be "in abroad" once I go back. LOL. So I replied, telling him about 6 months, and THEN asking him if he was planning on being free for chess sometime before i left.

And.. he replied!! wowee! not just one text message - but TWO!! what a lucky girl i was. and he says that he's free this weekend and all next week, and that i know what he's like so I have to take it upon myself to organise it from now on lol.

So.. I think he actually DOES want to see me. Not just be like 'yeh i'll see her i guess'... but actually WANT to. I think.

We'll see.

It made me v happy though

sigh Will is messing with my head so much. Wait... why does that surprise me?? It's NOTHING new.

He came to my party tonight. First time I've seen him since.. err.. August. And, *sigh*, I still like him so much.. but.... meh.

I just wanna slap some sense into him so that he wakes up and realises that I'm just the kinda girl for him.

Whhhyyyyyyy did I let myself be dragged back into this?? After my first month in Oz, I was so over it, but still thought "oh, I'll just text him anyway..." then he said he missed me and demanded that I emailed him, and then he kept writing me long emails back, then he kept texting me about us meeting up......... how was i to resist.

screams silently a bit

Oh well.

TRIIISSSSIIIII... find us some En boys, ok? It's up to you, m'girl!

The thing is - the last 6 months of school... the last 3 months especially... me and Will got on REALLY well. He'd walk in the common room and call me over to sit with him. He'd come and sit with me. He'd buy oranges and eat them in a silly fashion JUST because it made me laugh. Everyone else got over it after the first time they saw him do it.... I just loved it every time. And he loved that. Maybe he started to appreciate how much crap i put up with from him, and how I always understood the silly things he did. He even started having kinda proper convos with me too.... yeh, it was going well. It was happy.

But yesterday he seemed to have regressed like 18months back in our friendship. He hardly spoke to me at all. Not properly. The best moments were when we were both lying on the floor watching TV (there was't enough seats for us all) and the dog was lying twixt us and we were stroking him. and the cat came up and started to sniff around the dog, and Will goes "DOG! KILL CAT!" or something. And the dog immediately lifted it's head and snapped it round to where the cat was... which made me and Will both yelp coz we thought he was ACTUALLY going for the cat... whereas actually he was just moving v quickly to bite at an itch in his foot.. which was incidently near the cat. So then me and Will laughed heartily coz it was SUCH good timing. Ummm... what else was nice? ummm.... oh, when he arrived i guess. sigh you're seeing that it wasn't good, right?

And he basically looked bored as hell ALL night. True, he likes to play up these things a lot.. but still. He really did look BORED. He did laugh at the guy riding his bike backwards on the TV though. (Trisi - this is on The Tape! yay!). But yeh, he looked like suicidally BORED.

I had a great time with Tom though. The pair of us lying on our stomachs on the floor doing a crossword. It was great fun. We played snap too. He beat me, booooo! If Will had been Tom, I'd have been the happiest girl ever today. But he's not.

But I just spoke to TOm on MSN. He's good friends with Will, gave him a lift home last night...


ME: never had that much fun doing a crossword before
TOM: me either
ME: and now i can sound so rock - "so lou, what did u do for your 19th birthday?" - "i did a crossword!! ROCK ON!" lol
TOM: all right!
ME: I hope Will wasn't quite as bored as he looked.... **thinking smiley** ... oh well..
TOM: will was fine. wouldn't have come if he didn't want to


Which is true. It doesn't make me feel happy... but it makes me feel a bit... i dunno, a bit more settled I guess. If he didn't want to come, he wouldn't. So he wanted to come to party. He did. He was just a bit of a bastard once he was there. sigh

Oh well, I'll be over it soon. Until then, you just gotta put up with it!

today he sent me a birthday message.

aww, so did tom. tom's a sweetie.

he's not will though

tee hee.
Ohh... I wish i had the time to type up a big long message.
I love grinships.
Promise as soon as I have time (and can be bothered) Ill explain fully... Perhaps Lou can assist!!!!!!!!!!!

Im working on finding us some En boys. lol
Well, Ive found me one... just gotta work on that a little bit more.
Its coming along ok so far tho, dont ya think?

Saw ya on the news last night Tris.