I like to keep secrets, I also like to pretend. These are skills I mastered as a child. I like to pretend to be somebody else, It's fun because then for a moment there I'm a different person, and for a moment there I'm not me.

When Im me, I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. I hate being a nobody and I hate lying about being happy. Faking a smile, faking happiness, faking love. It's not real.

When Im someone else, I can pretend that the world is safe and Im happy. There's no sadness, no torment, no hurt, no fear.

Is happiness too much to ask for???

oh sad, is that really happening right now in your life? you must have been abused as a kid.

Nah she hasn't she's just being sad!!! U BITCH U STOLE MY NAME...LOL!!! Nxt time let me know before you write depressing stuff!!! and stop using my name!!! LOL stupid!!!

Luv yah!!!
i'll call u later!!
MWAHZ