It was the perfect plan, we thought it through
the love-motivated schematic was to become literally one, just me and you
throughout school it was just emotional satisfaction, one we hoped to consumate after graduation.
The feeling surfaced, the mood was right and the veiled-curtains were drawn closed, still exposing the moonlight.
The slow tunes of keith sweat soon took its effect, that's when I abruptly
forget, due to extasy that we both felt.
It was gentle and it showed that we cared, every crevice and part not escaping touch when we danced.
An hour passed but the moment felt eternal, it ended with smiles and a cuddle to remember.
After a while though, I sensed a change in you, you gave me mixed-signals and that seemed too odd of you.
Nine months later and you vanished from my life only to return much later not explaining what I assumed was a plight.
Conversing with you made me feel shut out and I wondered why, why doesn't my baby want to speak out and then I came to find out;
I created a responsibility, of course unintentionally but due to love I opted to man-up and just yield to it.
What I felt for her was real, so despite the broken shield I stayed and have never left since and throughout the whole ordeal.
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