ayo........lots of shit went down in my life recently.....now im going to unload it to this site.....well, here it is.

(intro)
this is my final post to this site,
these are my own words, sometimes they can bite,
about to do something with my life,
create an album, and live like i dont have a fright/ PEACE

(first verse)
my verses started dropping in '02,
4 years, almost no one followed me through/
except, DMSketchy, up here in the north,
bonez, your scared, so please dont come forth/
just wanting a little respect, a little revivement,
dont behave like a bunch of fucking retards bent/
im working for my life now and trying to start over,
its hard, my fam gets locked up, now their life's over/
we keep it quiet, yet, someone still rats on us,
everyday, im either biking or taking the bus/
i cant live it anymore, dont know where ill stop,
trying to release this item, but it wont make the top/
i smoke dope most days, using papers or glass,
last year in school, i want to try and pass/
gods please help me, i want of this fucking hell hole,
one day, but where will i be? fuck, i honestly dont know/
coke dealers screwing everybody in this town,
my most lyrical work, only appears when im down/

(hook x2)
friends stay by me pretty much everyday,
like underground legends, it happens anyway/
but were tossed into cell's without light,
this pain, fucks with our mind till we lose sight/

(second verse)
one chance to make myself heard by a genius,
i want to record, and make beats, be famous like jesus/
real fam believing that id make it,
but I know ill be working just to fit/
late nights in bars, see the blood on the floor,
one more beer, and by the time I get home its four/
locked out, tossed into the drunk tank,
next morning I wake up and go to the bank/
Vancouver, my real home, where ill die,
deprived of my closest friends, please don’t cry/
one day you’ll hear my voice in the winds,
like wolves howling to the gods begging for sins/
lost my grandpa a few years ago,
sudden heart attack, I hope it will be the same when I go/
my vision gets blurred at times when im pissed,
why do I think like this? Why must my life be fucked with?/
oh well, my life is over, now I gotta think of what to do,
two choices, and a world to live, what do I do?/

(hook x2)
friends stay by me pretty much everyday,
like underground legends, it happens anyway/
but were tossed into cell's without light,
this pain, fucks with our mind till we lose sight/

(final verse)
im finally letting all of this out for once,
but it’s difficult, like an animal on a hunt/
im trying to forgive myself but it’s impossible,
one day ill be free, uncovered like a fossil/
violence in the streets creating scenes,
i used to do it, back when I used to pop beans/(extasy)
a few months ago my dog got hit by a car,
i was working but the dumb bitch didn’t get far/
while working for months, and not getting anywhere,
why should I care about other people when they don’t care/
up at 7, work at 8, home by 6 and make my own food,
today I got robbed, by a friend, it’s not a cool thing to do/
when I first came into this world at 1:50 with little light,
17 years later, im trying to continually win this immortal fight/
this is my final rhyme for the internet, so peace out,
if i come back, i wont be typing, it’ll be a verbal shout/
im done, the last time ill visit, and im leaving on this note,
in a battle between “damonsta” and “expo”, you guess who gets the vote/

like a year ago i wrote this rhyme, and i just found it, so i thought id throw it up here, i dont even remember what name i did it under, but im sure those of you who were here, remember it as one of the deepest rhymes, its all true, about my life, but im outie now for a few days, so peace.