Transferred 3 embies of bad quality

I guess the good thing is that I made it to transfer this time, but the quality was pretty poor. I had a 2, 4, and 6 cells with lots of fragmentation. I'm just so upset. It seems that with every ivf I get further from my dream. Then I'm mad at myself for being so upset because that doesn't help. I also feel like taking all of the progesterone in the 2ww is a total joke, but I'll do it.

Anyone else feel like they are just going through the motions with fert treatments. Sometimes I feel like it's just a task I have to do anymore. Maybe this is a sign that I need a break.

Thanks for all of your support this cycle. Good luck to everyone cycling:)
Maureen