So so so depressed!June 13 2011 at 7:33 AM
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I haven't posted in a while I was hoping a miracle was going to happen and of course it didn't so here I am ...I have also tried to really keep it together these past few days and I can't tell you all how incredibly hard its been. I was clomid this cycle. There was no response then suddenly out of the blue ONE follicle grew to 17.5 so we triggered and did timed i/c.
7dpo we did a progesterone level and it came at 6.8- RE was happy I ovulated. Said to wait for 2ww....OMG was it hell..every twinge every goddamn symptom....so today at 14 dpo I did a POAS test...and a stark BFN. Supposed to go in for a blood test today...whats the point? I feel like calling and saying I already know the result.
I go to a shrink to deal with this stuff and she says infertility is as bad a disease as cancer. 1.5 yrs ago when we started this i didn't dream it would be so bad and here i am today holding a negative poas test and there isn't even a tear left to shed????
why all this unfairness? I am sorry i am so down today...I usually try to be positive on this board but one more cycle one more negative how can one not be dejected???????
- ..who is also kat ; )...ds ment - bigboy on Jun 13, 7:42 AM
- ignore subject, there is no DS ment. in that - bigboy on Jun 13, 7:44 AM
- So sorry. - Sara H on Jun 13, 8:10 AM
- Re: So so so depressed! - Babydance on Jun 13, 8:36 AM
- Re: So so so depressed! - anna on Jun 13, 9:12 AM
- Anna... (Off Topic) - Sara H on Jun 13, 9:26 AM
- Sara H Thanks - Anna on Jun 13, 12:28 PM
- Re: So so so depressed! - gisg on Jun 13, 4:20 PM
- ds ment - bigboy on Jun 13, 9:23 AM
- Cool story.. - BabyDance on Jun 13, 2:54 PM
- Re: Cool story.. - bigboy on Jun 13, 3:23 PM
- Re: So so so depressed! - gisg on Jun 13, 4:18 PM
- ((Hugs)) - Sara Q on Jun 13, 11:10 AM
- Re: So so so depressed! - gisg on Jun 13, 4:15 PM
- gisg, hang in there! - Sara H on Jun 13, 7:27 PM
- NOT hoping for better days anymore... (Long) - marina23 on Jun 14, 2:28 AM
- Every dog has it's day - sarita on Jun 14, 6:40 AM
- Re: So so so depressed! - Cee on Jun 14, 7:47 AM
- Re: So so so depressed! - Katie on Jun 14, 9:15 AM
- Socialized to reproduce... - Sara Q on Jun 14, 11:13 AM