..who is also kat ; )...ds mentJune 13 2011 at 7:42 AM
|bigboy (Login bigboy09)|
Response to So so so depressed!
im really really sorry. im really really F*cKIng sorry. (i swear when i get really mad at IF.). IF is awful. it is awful awful and unfortunatley it makes me question God which i hate, but i guess that makes me human. at least you are going to a shrink...i should but i dont want to spend any more $$!!!
at least you responded to clomid. so weird, your scenerio is just like mine 3 years ago...nothing on clomid then all of a sudden on CD17 i got a 17.5mm and started to surge. this time, i had 3 follicles at 16, 16.5 and 18.5 at CD11. surged last sunday and triggered. now, 6do and guess what? i feel NOTHING!! nothing even with 3 follicles. i dont even have silly twinges and sh*t (again with the swearing) to give me hope!!. my temps are higher than normal but that makes sense bc my progesterone is most likely a little higher this cycle.
im so sorry. try and take comfort in that at least your 2ww is over and you can start a fresh cycle. i still have 8 more days of hell. im so sorry. i know nothing i say will make it better. just know you arent alone. at all. none of us deserve to go through this. none of us deserve to cry over and over again after repeated BFNs.
- ignore subject, there is no DS ment. in that - bigboy on Jun 13, 7:44 AM