I know that you are terrified of a negative result but try to think how you would feel if you did not have the 4 frozen ones waiting in case this IVF does not work. Once you start thinking in this manner you realise that there is a lot of hope for you and that the most likely outcome is that your dream will come true sometime not very far away! Isnt that exciting and reassuring? Please try to stay as happy as possible, you are in my thoughts. By the way I remember reading a discussion about how maybe a FET is better than a fresh due to the uterus environment being cleared of all the hormones.
Me: 30 DH: 30 TTC: 15 months highest FSH 13
1st IUI (Clomid + injectables)5 follies BFN
13/06/11 1st IVF (short Co flare + lupron)