Our pets are our family and when they hurt, we hurt.
Your baby has been with you through a lot and for a long time. I'm so sorry.
To have a pet is to open your heart to profound love and joy to equally profound sadness. I hope you always remember that you made her life wonderful. Remember the gifts she gave you and that you returned tenfold by caring and loving her.
You're dealing with so much right now, please take care of yourself