such a crap shoot! It's like gambling in many ways...you know the odds, you never know when they will fall your way. I felt like we had better odds going to AC and playing roullette!!! It's so frustrating. I thought a lot about you and what you just went through while I was there...it is very painful isn't it? I hope that things are looking brighter for you with everything with work, job search, and in making decisions on how to move forward. When it rains, it pours...but I believe there is always sun after the storm. I just hope the sun comes soon for all of us!