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Cautiously posting...(+FRER mentioned, loss, etc)

May 3 2012 at 12:59 PM
Teresa  (no login)

 

I have not been able to access this site for some time today!

I posted this on the pink board- it's super early and not official yet.

Today is cycle day 25 for me. I usually get AF every 30 days. I've been feeling "off" the past few days. Queasy mostly.

Took a FRER this afternoon (not even first morning urine, I know...) and got a +

I was thrilled to see it, but I am trying with all my might not to get my hopes up.

Many of you have followed my story. I have had 4 losses in total. This will be my 5th pregnancy. I am turning 40 this August. The last thing that happened was they found a 2.3 cm intramural fibroid and the last opinion I got, the RE told me to have another saline sono and most likely a myomectomy to remove it, as he felt that it's location could be why I haven't been getting PG all these months or god forbid, cause preterm labor. Just a few weeks ago, I was in the hospital because I was hemorraging.

I am terrified.

I called the RE and will go for a beta in the morning.

I was very torn as to post this here so soon, but I posted on the pink board and I have gotten to know some of you and didn't want to not say anything. I haven't been posting as much lately because I decided to take a "break" which mostly involved me not googling things as much, walking every day, doing fun things, making peace with the fact that I was going to have to probably be scheduling surgery this summer and trying to get myself out of an 8 month depression. The break helped my spirit alot. Not feeling the pressure helped.

Thinking of you all and keeping each one of you in my prayers.

With love, Teresa

 
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  1. WOW!!! Congrats!!! - AJ on May 3, 1:09 PM
    1. Thanks AJ - Teresa on May 3, 1:14 PM
     
  2. Cautiously sending... - Erin on May 3, 1:27 PM
    1. Erin, thank you!!! - Teresa on May 3, 1:36 PM
     
  3. Wow! - BrewersFan on May 3, 1:42 PM
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  5. Wow! - BrewersFan on May 3, 1:42 PM
    1. Brewers, thank you and - Teresa on May 3, 1:47 PM
     
  6. Great news! - Houston on May 3, 1:50 PM
    1. Thank you, Houston ~ - Teresa on May 3, 1:54 PM
     
  7. WOW!! - Mrs. McIrish on May 3, 2:58 PM
    1. Thanks, Mrs. McIrish!! - Teresa on May 3, 3:04 PM
     
  8. Yay! - Jen on May 3, 5:28 PM
    1. Thank you - Teresa on May 4, 5:05 AM
     
  9. Congratulations... Wishing you all the best - Mtoto2 on May 4, 8:05 AM
    1. Thank you for the good wishes, Mmoto!!! n/t - Teresa on May 4, 8:46 AM
     
  10. So happy for you! - Ashley on May 4, 10:56 AM
    1. Thank you, Ashley!! - Teresa on May 4, 11:27 AM
     
  11. Congrats!!! - DeeinNYC on May 5, 12:06 PM
    1. Thank you, Dee!!! n/t - Teresa on May 8, 3:34 AM
     
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