It is, it's very expensive. I wish it didn't have to be. Somehow the money will come. Somehow it will. Even if you have to take one year to save, it will still be okay. I can feel this for you and I'm so happy to hear you have a plan.
I am doing well. I take everything day by day and try to stay calm, but do have lots of anxiety. I will be looking for your updates. Your time is COMING and I am keeping you in my prayers.