Hello everyone,i am new here, nice to meet you all

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I am 25 years old, about to turn 26. I have one daughter born 21 months ago, and i was thinking that i was going to go for number two...
BUT before i went through the whole stress of it again, i decided taht i should check my FSH levels -they were 8.1. My OBGYN says "thats compleatly normaL" but i know that it is VERY high for my age...correct?
I have an appointment with the RE on friday, but i feel myself slowly going insane.
I just wanted more info from you guys since i think this is the most usefull and information-full forum.
So, ...how bad IS my fsh for this age? how fast will it increase? from what i understand mu eggs are like those of a 43 year old???? i never had a AMH test and quite honestly i dont think i can go through the stress of it.....
but lets say the first time i concieved 2 years ago almost....how much worse could the situation have gotten?
And as i understand it....there is nothingi can do to improve my chances....lowering wont matter...rigth?
thank you all so much!
PS.1st baby was concieved after 7 months of trying ,and then i got really irritated and stressed that it was not happening , went to the store and got clomid, and got pregnant from the first try on the lowest dose. - at that time i had myself convinced i was not ovulating or that i was but it was not good (the funnny thing is that every time i stress myself out about soemthing compleatly random , i am right about it......i hope i am not right this time about AMH )