I'm so sorry your cycle was canceled. I know exactly how you feel bc my first IVF with Dr. Ch.eck was canceled too (as you know). It's so frustrating and disappointing
Did anyone give you any insight into why only 2 were growing? Maybe the estinly was too suppressive for you? I would try something different (perhaps a lower dose or a different suppressant?) next cycle to see if it made a difference. Unfortunately, it seems it's impossible to predict how different women will respond to different medications so it's just trial and error.
I really feel for you- I'm trying to get in the mindset of "Maybe not now, but soon" instead of "What if this never happens? What if this never happens?..."
Why are you doing IVF btw? Do you have a diagnosis ?
I hope you feel a little better soon