Hey Sara

Hope you don't mind me barging in, but a couple thoughts in your post resonated with me. I don't think your feeling that C.heck would be the magic solution is silly at all. I too had the same feelings- if I do XYZ, this will work. Now here I am almost a year and a half later and nothing. And it's the longest I've ever gone without a BFP. And I think for many of us C.heck is a last stop so to speak, that the thought of giving up with him is really giving up. I'm doing TI cycles and is it sooo hard to give them up. Because I feel like once I do and I'm not doing anything to keep my FSH down it's just a matter of time before the big M. So not a lot of advice here, but just wanted to let you know that you're not alone with your feelings.

I don't want to minimize your anxiety about your FSH this month but I don't think it's necessarily worth canceling your cycle over. Yes, your AFC is lower, but your really just going after a couple of eggs anyway so I don't think that's an issue. But if it's really causing you stress then waiting until next month won't hurt either. It's all about what you're comfortable with.

I'm sending lots of positive thoughts your way in making these decisions and beyond:)