I am very sorry for your loss. I would go to a high FSH friendly RE. It sounds to me like yours is not. Clomid often does not do well for poor responders. What is your age? That has the biggest impact on your chances. Your FSH numbers alone are not that bad. I had success at 32 with an FSH of 18 and at 37/37 (a few weeks from my birthday) with an FSH of 32. Often a zero AFC. The trick is finding someone who treats poor responders and this is of the utmost importance. So many docs turn away people with just mildly elevated FSH it is crazy.