Laura (Login lejewett) Posted Oct 5, 2011 11:36 AM
I wish I had the answers to the why questions. I've heard of that book and will probably check it out myself. But it's fine to be feeling far away, because that's what you're feeling. There's nobody to blame for what you're going through, especially not yourself. And you're not alone...all of us here are in this together. I don't believe you are being punished for anything. It's ok to continue asking for help, begging, crying, pleading. It's all ok. I don't believe He made you infertile; it's just one of the things that happens to the human body that we don't yet understand. He has the power to heal you, I wish I knew if He will. But I do have faith that He will give you the most perfect child according to His perfect timing.