Teresa, I'm so sorry to hear that everything has been so painful and confusing. I was hoping you would get a definitive answer from the most recent doctor. I hope you can get some relief and that things will start slowly but surely to feel better. Maybe even just making your own decision about what you want to do with IF will give you some sense of empowerment. I know I have to work at not feeling that I'm at the mercy of IF and all it's craziness. Whatever path you take, just know I'm thinking of you and will continue to keep you in my prayers. Hugs to you!