First day back, bad things happen

I woke up at six in the morning today i got dressed and cooked and made some breakfast, which consisted of Cheerios, oragnge juice and a piece of toast. At seven the nanny arrived, "Oh, my dear i thought you would be somewhat older," a woman probably not much older than my mom smiled at me. and I'm leaving my babies with her? i thought. "they are all still sleeping, Daniel the youngest wake up first, he'll need to have his diaper changed, and his formula is the non soy formla it's in the blue container, Sean will wake up next, he likes waffles with grape jelly on hem, and a glass of orange juice, the children cups are in this cabinet. MAdrian will wake up last, since she was awake at four this morning, she'll proabably need a new diaper and a four ounce bottle, when she's finished with her bottle she likes Rice Krispies. and her stuff is next to blue container only it's pink." I sighed. "And I will come over for lunch to check in on the kids," I smiled. "Well, i have met mothers my age less prepared than you dear, by the way I'm Karen, and don't worry I have it all under control," she smiled. "Okay," I smiled I grabbed my coat and back pack plus a duffel bag with riding equipment, and I headed for the school.
At twelve I could hear two babies crying, and Sean yelling what do do over them, I bursted through the door, Karen looked overwhelmed. I rushed over and picke dup Madrian and then Daniel they oh calmed down, Sean's face was flsuhed. "mommy I don't feel good he said. "What?" I gasped he was hunched over, "My tummy aches," he added. i looked at him, "have you eaten?" I asked. He shook his head. i ad jested MAdrian on my Hip. "You haven't fed them?" i said losing my temper. "I-I forgot what you said they each got!" Karen looked tired. "Get out of my house!" I said angrily. "Gladly," she gasped for breath. i shut the door. "Okay I get an hour lunch break, let's go to Mcdonalds," I sighed and made diaper bags and put on shoes and day clothes. "Hello?" A voice sounded form the forway. "Seth in here!" I called as I dapered Madrian. "Oh my gosh," he breathed picking up Danny. "the nanny, didn't know what to do," I said with a crazed smile. Seth nodded. "I was just coming over to see if you'd like to have lunch with me?" he said. "I'm taking the kids to McDonalds," I sghed handing him a diaper bag and then putting one baby down and handing him the other. "Great," he smiled and we trooped down the hall and intot he car. "I'm so hungry!" Sean called form the back seat. "i'm sorry sweetie," I said.
After lunch fortuneately I had to teach riding lessons, and then I had one. Seth helped meset up two playpens in the center of the ring and then he went to help Sean tack up Apollo.
the students in my class weren't very good riders, perhaps te fact that I had my children in my class didn't help, and they kept teasing me.
When was the jumping class I had to move he kids out of the arena. I had to Carry danny, because he was cold and needed body heat.
"Seth, remeber heels down, don't anticapte the jump!" I called out as Seth began the course. "Good," i praised.
The next rider has given me plenty of problems, she was a snot, and didn't think i was a good teacher. "Don't look down at the jump!" I yelled. Danny squirme din my arms, i wrapped the blaket and my scarf around him. the girl trotted over. "And what will happen if I look down a tthe jump?" she sneered. "You might fall," I said clamly. "wEll, Ms. hollander what happens when you don't use protection," she spat. The color drained from my face. "get out there and jump your horse," I retorted. She smirked and went about, her ways. i could see what was about to happen she'd look down at the oxer. "STOP!" I yelled she slid her horse to a halt. "get in line," I said. "Class dismissed." I said and watched each rider get off.
I set up a higher course and jumped it, Rainfall, found it pretty challenging. "It's okay bud, we hae something to workat now," I smiled. He whickered and I led him to his stall and I untacked him.
On my way back to my house I ran into the girl that had been so rude to me in my class earlier. "ms. Hollander, I was watching your lesson, too bad yor horse is so old now, he can't clear anything," she spat. I shoved my hands into my pocket. "fine then shannon, tomorrow we'll see if your horse could clear a 51/2 foot jump, and judging bu his puny conformation he won't be able to," I smiled and walked away.
At home Sean lepat into my arms, "Whose car is that outside?' I aske dhim. "Daddy's here!" sean smiled. I walkedinto my house. Bryan was sitting in a chair holding Madrian and watcing TV. "Hi," he smiled up at me. "Why ar eyou here, where is Seth?" I asked. "i told him you knew i was coming so it'd be alright of him to go," Bryan stood up. Madrian's eyes were red. "Has she been crying?' I asked. "For about thirty minutes," Bryan said kissin gmy cheek. 'Bryan why are you here?" I asked. "i wanted to see my children," he siled and welcomed himself to my kitchen. "Oh okay, well you can see them in two weeks," I said Bryan looked at me. "Well that's not fair, you live with them," Bryan came over and kissed my lips like he used to. 'bryan leave," I said politely. "mindy, I live here," he said calmly. "Bryan this isn't right," I ssaid. "you're married!" I said "oh you're right," e kissed my nose and then my cheek. "Bryan stop," I said. "Fine, he said angrly," he stmaped out the door and sallmed the door shut. Sean walke dover and took my hand. "He said he loves you, mommy he wants us back" Sean whispered.. "Sean I want you to go into your bedroom and stay there," I aid I picked up Madrian and put her i her crib, i check on Daniel he was sleeping. i dialed the police. "Don't worry ma'am, we have t under control now," they said. I nodded and hung up. then I dialed Seth's dorm number. "Yellow?' he answered. "Come down here! NOW!" I said. my entire body was shaking and my chest was tight, it hurt so badly, I went into the kitchen and took my inhaler Seth came inside. I was layingon the couch. "Mindy?" He asked. "I'm so scared," i cried," he kissed my hand. "it's going to beokay," he smled. "ill stay with you, where are the kids in there bedrooms Madrian should be sleeping b now, she needed a nap," I said. "and Seany is in his room," Bryan acted crazy!" I sobbed i clung to Seth like a child. "Shhh, mindy it's okay," seth smled at me. "Seth I love you!" i sobbed. "what?' he said suprised. "I'm inlove with you. For the fist time in forever since I left my parents I feel safe whe i'm with you. Stay with me," i cried. "Shh. I love you too mindy, and I will stay with you," He soothed. He led me to my bedroom and laid me dwon, "Now just rest," he soothed. i noode dnad curled into a ball and I was out like a light.