I sat in the chair in the waiting room next to Nicander, i fidgeted. "Darling stop people are staring," he whispered. "Sorry," i muttered. "Emily Dr. kord will see you now," A nurse smiled. I walked in and smiled at the familar face. "and is this your brother?" She smiled at Nicander. "husband actually," Nicander charmed. Dr kord frowned, "i thought you were married to Cooper Smith?" i didn't bother replying it was no use. "he left her," nicander said for me. I narrowed my eyes and mentally slapped him. dr. Kord accepted the explaintion but gave me a puzzled glance. I just nodded solemly.
"How have you been? Any weird things going on?' she asked. "It get hiccups a lot," I said. "well don't worry it's probably just having too much fun. And eating habits?" "good, I had a salad today for lunch," I smiled. "Good for you, now we're going to take a sonogram so your husband I will let you change," she handed me a gown and they left the room.
I smiled brightly at the monitor as i watched he baby move it's arms around nad then it suked it's toes. "It's coming along, Are you sure you don't wan tto know the sex?" "Nope, I want a complete surprise." I said. "okay, she swited the thingys (don't know term right now) out and I heard my baby's heart beat. "wow," mnicander held my hand I grbabed it back and smiled. "It's so cute," I murmered. She smiled. "okay well i'd like to see you back in three weeks," she smiled. i nodded and wiped my belly of the jelly and change dback into the maternity clothes.
"don't talk about marriage and Cooper anymore,' I hissed when were were in the limo again. "I understand,' Nicander smiled. i roled my ees and watched cars g by. Felt lips creeping up on my neck. i turned and pushed nicander off buthten our lips met. i slyly let his touge toch my the I bit down hard. "Shiiii!" he trailed off drawing back. I smiled insanely, and laughed. "Don't ever do that again," I snapped. "Emily don't make me take a firmer handle on you," he said grabbing my arm to the point where it panged. "stop it nicander," I said.
At dinner that night as usual I sat beside Nicander pretend to be the happy housewife. nicander massagedmy legs and gently kissed my earlobes.
During the evenin when we werein our "wing' i sat in the common area and read, when I felt his hands touch my breast. "Stop it," I yelled getting mad. "honey you need to relax. Here i'll rub you're shouders." tha was the last straw. I stodd up. "OKAY what is your problem? do you not see the wedding band on my finger, do you not see this abnormally large and round stomach, do you not see that I'm married with a child on the way, and that my husband had probably just given up on trying to get me back! I'm inlove wit Cooper, Nicander you aren't inlove with me you just WANT me." I yelled. "Emily there is no differnence," he said. "There is! Love is just there and two people share it and lknow it and can stnd eachother. "Wanting is just feeling the need of something you can't have! even if you think you are inlove iwth it," I cried. Nicander looked at me his eyes narrwed his juw stuck out his fists clenched but his face pale. "emily from the first time I saw you i knew you were the one for me, and you're right i knew I couldn't have you. So i tried i reall tried to impress you, and now I obviously have because you're here, in pajamas in my house not struggling not doing anything to get back with your husband," he came over and woud his fingers through my wedding and and gently slipped my wedding ring off my finger replacing it with two large diamond rings and then he cupped his hands arounnd y face "I have it all onthis paper,...we're married,' he kisse dme softly. I fetl the tears rage and my heart break with all the loss of hope. "And Cooper and I? "divorced," he said simply. I began to feel sick. and suddenly I did get sick. "does he know?" My butler took him the papers and a note forged from you to him, you two are over," nicnader was sly. I close dmy eyes longenough to detain the vomit prpeparing itself from coming. I turned on my heel and walked toward the bathroom. I threw up and went to ed. Soon Joined by nicander who gently kisse dmy lips nd then my neck and fell asleep Holding my hand. I laid awake for hours just staring at he ceiling, my life was over and restarted just like that. SHould I learn to love a new man? Or find a way out of here, risking my life and my childs? Was it worth it?
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