I sat at the dinner table and ate alone, I wondered where everyone was today. Henry came out with dessert. "here you go, Ms. Emily," he smiled. "Thank you Henry," I smiled. That was one thing oppisite me and the Lewises, I always thanked the servants. I heard the door open and shut and thought it may be Nicnader but it was just Mr. Lewis. "good evening emily dear, how ar eyou feeling," he smiled. "I'm fine Mr. Lewis,I said taking a bite of vanilla cake. The door opened and shut again, and this time it was nicander. I stood up and went to greet him he held open his arms. I came over and ave im a hug. "good eening Emily," he miled. "Good Evening Nicander,' I said. He took my hand and we walked up the steps to our wing of the house. "Emily did you get the mail oday dear?' he asked. "Yes darling it's on your desk," I smiled looking up from scratching Toby's ears. "oh thanks," I yawned. "I'm going to shower," I said shortly.
After my shower, I sat on the couch with Nicander and we discussed baby names. "what about Thomas william?" i asked Nicander. "maybe," he said. "i still love Anaxandra Marie for a girl," he smiled. Well it's your baby so Nicander ou may name it," I smiled kissing his cheek. My head suddenly hurt, as if something withen me told it wasn't his child. I stood up and kissed Nicader good night.
Later Nicander joined me in bed. I cuddled closeto him he smiled gently at me moving strya wisps of hair out of my faace and cupped a hand around my cheek. "Yo're so beautful," he murmered. I smiled closingmy eyes. "Oh nicander," I muttered. He laid ahnad on my stomach. And kissed the baby. "my baby," he smiled. I smiled. "Yes, your baby," I smiled smbracing Niacanders warmth. He smiled and kissed my lipps lovingly. I sighed. I became suddenly extremely sick feeling. I sat up and yes it was there, the familar nasiousness that I had a few motnh before. I walked to the bathroom and thre wup. After a feeling of relief I returned to bed. "you okay?" nicander asked stroking my arms. "es, I just felt ick." I said alread hald a sleep. "Emily," I heard his faint voice. "Who do you love?" "You," I said quietly. "And who's the father of the baby?" "You," I murmered. "Good girl," his voice was extremely faint but I knew he was right over me. Protectingme from everything that hd hurt me once before. I cuddled against is storng body and he wrapped his armsaround me. "em," "Hmm" "Say you love me," "I lov eyou Nicander Lewis," I turned opening my ees at him. "You know that," I said kissign his soft gentle lips he smiled. "Of course" he said he pattedmy stomach softly. "Or you won'dt be pregant," he chuckled. I sighed and fell asleep.

Okay, Em, I'm not going to reply because I am not sure where you're headed with this. I don't want to write something that doesn't fit. Just let me know =)

-Scarlet