I walked around Evergreen feeling rather alone. No one was around, everyone was so busy. The horses all ahd colds, so I couodnt do anything with them. I was going trhoug racing withdrawl. Jason started spending every waking moment with Noel. Chrissy had the flu, so sh was in bed all day. And that new kig lance, well, I didnt know where he was. O hyea, and theres the fact that my father just went away. I finally had allowed myself to trust him, and I accepted him, and now hes gone. I flet messages on his machine and nothing. I am such a fool for realliy thinking he had changed. I just wanted a father. Jason wasnt really being sympathetic either, he just said told ya so. I kicked up some snow and plopped inside Ashes stall. She nickered weakly and layed down next to me. i stroked her neck and thought of nothing in particular.
***yea well thats the best I can come up with for now! lol***
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