Dont do it

like the other poster said, please dont order it online. I comletely understand how tempting that may be but please don't. I think you need to find another Dr that isnt against you going on accutane. You stated your baby was nine months old. You dont want to be nursing while on it so make sure you have weaned before getting a Dr to put you on it. Accutane is a very serious drug and needs to be taken while under direct supervision of a Dr. Good luck to you..

~Michelle