it was, and I felt dirty and humiliated after that. That wasn't the only thing that happened to me either but it was the last straw. Show business may not be that way for everyone, but once you are in it, it takes its toll on you and brings you down. Look at all the stars who get caught up in scandals. Gloria Trevi. Where on earth is she? Charlie Sheen-can't stay away from drugs and prostitues, Rodney Downing Jr.--drugs, Marlon Brando--daughter committed suicide, Marilyn Monroe--drugs,suicide, Janice Joplin and Jimmie Hendrix--drug overdoses, Roger and Zapp, you know "More Bounce to the Ounce"--brothers that killed each other. The list is endless. People get into it for the wrong reason--fame and money, which eventually means nothing when your life is filled with craziness like that.