I'm in school right now. la la la, I don't really know what to say in here since no one reads it anyway. heh eh i geuss that means i can say anything and it wont matter. I'm thinking about making this lil forum a sort of online jurnal but.... i don't know. For now it's just a POST WATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE POSTING type deally yo thingy bobber deal. ... um ... again i don't know what to say, it's fun though. Just typing random meaningless nonsence for no reason at all. .... hmmmmm.... I wonder if i'm gonna have enough money to pay all my bills n stuff this week. I have planned on buying my Freakers Ball tickets with this chek but, i dont' know if i'll have enough money. AAAHHHHH money sucks. I want more of it. ug. i don't know, i need a better job or somthing. ANYONE WANT TO PAY ME FOR MY SERVICES??? I can do stuff. Really i can. um, i just need to know what i can get payd to do. ... blah blah blah.... I want to learn how to draw. I have all these pictures in my mind that i want to get out but... they are stuck there untill i learn how to draw them somehow. I need more time for stuff.... there is never enough time. And when i have a lil time, (like now) I usually waist it doing pointless things such as writing in the forum no one ever reads or writes in. Well, i'm changing that now. When ever i have time to waist i shall write in this forum ok.?? >....>>.>.>>>>..............."life is an on-going growing of thoughts, don't let your thoughts get lost" -my lil quote for today- ...........I have problems........ I really like Rayven, i'd like to spend more time with her. I'm totally infatuated with Morgan, and want to spend more time with her. I miss what me and megan had so long ago, and still wish we could have it again... but... i don't want it with anyone eles... i don't know why. I want to meet Liveghn someday, I called her the other night. We didn't talk much, i just sat on the phone and listend to her and her friend laugh at stuff on the internet. ...sigh... she's so young, (why is life not fair?) .....anyway, I seem to want everything. I want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want the whole fucking world to bow down at my feet and worship my veary existence. I want the world to know me in all my greatness and genius....... i don't know... really i'm dumb. oh well, maybe i fool the world into thinking i'm some one great. la la la... lah. Fuck it. Goodnight morning light. I'm closing my eyes to your sight. That makes no sence dose it..... right?????

you are dumb.