i think i used to live in west plains, missouri. I don't remember but i think, there where i met this girl i keep seeing in my dreams. How can i feel all the things that i feel, when i'm not sure if they're even really real. How did i get to west plains, missouri? Why was i even there? I still can't remember and want to go back. I still don't know what to do, I don't care. I just wish i could go back to the day that i met her. I want to go back to some time, some where. I want to remember holding her, i want to feel she's more real than fake. Instead of having to let her go each time i awake.

i miss you so much liv. I wish things could be like they used to be... i still hope to see you again someday. Love.