Well we keep missing each other some how!
But I did want to give you something that I had gleamed from our contact.
Although this is not indepth it is very profound.
My guides gave me the impression that you are overlooking some resourses that are available to you that could help you in your situation.So please take a good look around again ....see if you can spot what you are missing!
Also they say that you have been letting all of this really get to you.And that you have a need to look at things more postively.And trust in the fact that there are higher powers at work on your behalf.Don't lose your faith in the universe and the Divine.
There is great power in prayer and I assure you that someone is listening!
Be still and know there is God.
You are not alone.
You are not abandoned....
Help is on it's way already!
I laid out three cards for you!
First card is 9 of Cups
Means Make A WISH...It will come True
2nd Card
8 of Pentacles
Looks like a New Job for you!

3rd Card
Page of Wands
Good messages are coming your way...Good News
Also possible entrance of a very spiritual person into your life.
Overall:Some good things are coming your way and you will soon be on your way out of this tough stituation.
Just keep the faith and work hard !
Angels are watching over you and your children!
In Love & Truth,
Deborah Anna