Hi,I really could use a free reading and I'm feeling completely desperate on receiving help on this matter.My name is Kristina and my birthdate is Oct.30,1975.Last Oct/2003 I did something incredibly stupid and foolish.It involves a man that I fell madly and completely in love with over the last couple of years.His first name starts with Ma.I have brown hair and he has black curly hair.Prior to Oct/2003 I Thought that we were growing closer together.So in Oct. of 2003 I gave him a letter that told him how I felt about him and asked him out.Only I found out by him that he's already taken.I was so hurt and embarrassed.He said not to feel embarrassed and insisted that I still come around.There were no signs of him being taken and he never talked about his other.I felt so confused cause I felt we were growing closer.What do you see on this matter? Was I taken for a ride or does he care about me in some way.I'm sorry I don't know his birthdate.I really hope you can help me with this.O.K,thanks.

I believe that he was indeed sending you mixed signals ...mainly because he was toying with the idea of some type of relationship with you in his own mind..but was afaird to go there.
There was a reason he didn't mention his other.
He didn't want you to know he had a commitment.
Because he still hadn't made up his mind what he wanted to do.
Your letter forced his hand.
He had to decide wether or not to have a relationship with you or stick with this other person.
He wanted you to be attracted to him....it made him feel good about himself.
And I think he still enjoys the idea of you being attracted to him.
Reason why he still wants you around.
But this is very unfair to you.
You are not there to feed his ego.
I don't think he would have had the courage to get involved in a real relationship with you.
He is just enjoyed the mutual attraction.
And the idea of it.
But it was purely fantasy for him not something he wanted to really act upon.
Sorta his way of cheating with out cheating on his mate.
All fun ..no risk...no harm ..no foul.
Or so he thought!
But he was wrong someone did get hurt and that someone was you.
I am sorry but this was play for him and he didn't really have any serious intentions of it going further.
But at least you now know that you were mislead......
I do think he cares about you....but not enough.
Please don't let him string you along again.
The gig is up !
You know now!
And he will string you along again if you let him.
I am sorry that he stringed you along....but I really don't think he intended to hurt you.
I hope this helps!
Love & Light Eternally,
Deborah Anna

Thanks for responding to me.I appreciate your insight in the matter.I agree with you and everything you have said in regards to him.I have been feeling the same way about him myself.It may not have been nice of him but I believe there was a good reason for it.Your very heartfelt response made me feel better.It was nice to have someone agree with me on this matter.Except one thing...I believe that everything happens for a reason regardless of whether I was meant to be with him or not.I feel that I needed to feel passionate about him.Making him feel good about himself made me feel better.He does inspire me to be a better person.To take all that I don't like and change it for the better.Cause everything that I admire about him is beautiful and I want it in myself.Thanks for your advice and I will be taking it.I won't get hurt again.But I do still want to use the inspiration he has given me to become the person I want to be.Thanks again.