First and Foremost, I would like to thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and feelings. My Name is Erika Ann, my DOB is 04/20/1978. I have brown hair and hazel blue eyes (sometimes they appear green). This is the first time that I have been on this site and for some reason I felt drawn to stay here and explore. I came across it by accident, but know that there is reasoning behind it and (am grateful that I did). Anyways, I have alot of things going on with me right now and some in particular are very disturbing to me. I have been really concerned about my health lately. I have been extremely tired and fatigued. I know that I am experiencing poor circulation and a whole lot of tingling and numbness in my arms, hands and face. I have also been experiencing some weird, painless twitching and jerking. My hands are usually real shaky with or without caffeine ;0) I know I need to see a doctor, but have no medical insurance at this time, plus I usually always get the run around. If I could have a general idea of where to direct my doctor to focus on, would be most helpful ;0) I would also like to add, that I am prescribed an antidepressant, but have not taken it in about a week and that I get very minimal exercise or movement for the lack of energy and fatigue. I am also frequently moody and never really used to be. Secondly, I have a lot of issues in life that have been stressing me out and would like some advice on how I can assistance/relief in dealing with these issues. I am afraid that these stresses and worrying are consuming me and making me become a person, I do not want to be. I have this huge gap inside myself, this lonliness/ache and longing for companionship and to be with somebody. I was in a relationship with a man named Keith (DOB 04/11/1975)for 2 1/2 years (on and off again). To make a long story short, it wasn't a very good relationship, but one that I grew to love, but also a relationship filled with much deceit. I miss him though and am having trouble letting him go. Although, he ended this relationship real abrupt by cheating on me and replacing me with somebody else, I still believe that he has found a hard time also letting me go. There is this other guy who is also an aries born in early April of 1978 that I can't get out of my mind. I keep experiencing these weird voices/urges or what you will basically telling me to not let go of this other person yet. Although, he currently resides in another state and when he left he basically ended his ties with me. I have not heard from him since 03/2003, yet not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I have been told many of times that a wonderful man will enter my life and when he does, I will know that its him. I often battle with the thought if it could have been him, but I allowed for my relationship with Keith to interferre where this guy (name begisn with a C) is concerned? I think I should also mention that since C has left state I have become friends with his cousin and have been to her family gatherings where C's parents have also been. I have carried conversations with his family. His cousin and father keeps telling me that he talks about coming back to Washington state, but he never does, and apparently never even asks about me (althaugh that last statement has not really been confirmed)I can't help but wonder if it is my own self conscience letting me hear these thoughts or beliefs? I know I cannot be with Keith and am really trying hard to let it be, (he never really appreciated me anyway), but I have this incredible feeling that this other person might be the one for me??? And why does this urge, this power, this madness take over me, where these two Aries men are concerned? And in actuality do either one of them have a soft spot in their heart for me? Does anybody??? I also need guidance as what direction I need to take my future for career/education? I am currently unemployed. I also understand that I have alot of self esteem issues and self help that I need to work on, but openly invite any and all guidance/insight that ANYBODY is willing to give to me ;0) I hope I am not irritating anybody with this novel ;0) and all advice or critique will greatly be appreciated with much love!!!

Thank you,
Erika Ann

Well I won't be able to address all of your questions in this little note.
I will need to focus on the guy thing seperately.
But I would suggest having the doctor check for hypertension....or something similar also check blood for abnormalities.....
I will get back with you later on the guy thing.
It's just kind of late tonight already and I think I need to go to bed.
I feel i will be better able to answer the other questions after i have had some sleep !
Hope this Helps !
Love & Light Eternally,
Deborah Anna

For your wonderful insight. I will take that advice to the doctor and ask them to do a thorough exam in those areas. I also want to include how awesome I think it is that you offer this free advice board, just to be able to comfort others with your intuition, guidance and gifts. You must be a very special person to be so caring and thoughtful of others. Thank you again ;0) I just want to emphasize how much I appreciate you taking out the time to answer some of my questions!!!! I assure you that it will never be taken for granted. ;0)

Love Always,
~ Erika

P.S. I know that I asked you several questions in my first posting, and I am also aware that your time is limited, so.... please don't rush on your reply, I will be patiently waiting for your thoughts. Have a wonderful day!!!

Erika Ann