OK, I have talked to two psychics so far and both have told me that my dreams are significant and that my spirit guides [I found out I have more that one and NONE of them talk to me ] communicate to me through my dreams. This is what is sort of scaring me about this dream I had the other night. It was awful in retrospect.
In the dream I was just laying in bed, it was like I woke up and was just laying there cause Jolean was still laying next to me sleeping.
So I'm laying there and this little stuffed teddy bear climbs up on the bed, crawls over Jolean and sits between her and me and looks at me. I roll over on my side to look at him and I'm sort of dumbfounded. I asked him what his name is and if he's a demon. He said yes, he is a demon and his name is "Oreo." So I asked him what he wanted and he said he was there to talk with me.
So I started by saying that I thought he was very nice for a demon, and he said that not all of them are evil like most people think. I said that I always thought that not all of them could be mean and evil. And I was asking him what he did for fun as a demon, because I told him if I was a demon I would have so much fun playing tricks on people and freaking them out. And he said there are a lot of demons who love to do that too and he used to do it, but not so much anymore.
I asked him what God's real name was and he said it was Jehovah. I felt disappointment in this.
Then I asked him how he [Oreo] could follow a God like Satan, since he's so cruel and evil and Jehovah is so loving and kind. I said, look at all the misery Satan has caused humans.
And he said that Jehovah has cause a lot of misery for humans too and has even done several genocides.
I agreed with him there.
Then I got a disgusted and an uneasy look on my face and braced myself as I asked him, "Jehovah's Witnesses are NOT the true religion, are they???"
He just shut his eyes and had a slight smile on his face and shook his head, no.
I was like, "whew."
Then I asked him if God loved Jolean and I, and he said yes he loves us, but we're not going to heaven when we die.
I asked why and he said "He has changed His mind on a lot of things through the course of time, and has allowed things he didn't used to approve of, but homosexuality is one thing he will not budge on."
I was really upset with this and I was really hoping all this was just a dream. So I did what I usually do when I'm having a scary dream that I want out of...I closed my eyes and shook my head back and forth really fast and just hoped that when I opened my eyes he would be gone. I did this and when I opened my eyes I woke up and he was gone. Then I woke up.
This dream bothered me for the rest of the day. I wasn't scared talking to him, but I hate to think that what he said about God hating gays is true. Jolean thinks he was really in my dreams and everything he said was true. I sincerely hope not!
Was it real?

Whew there is alot to this one.
First just as in your real day to day life you have to carefully consider any advice that is given to you from anyone . And you have to consider the source.
Well the same is true in the world of spirit.
There has to be a trust relationship between you and whom is advising you.
I would have kicked this thing right out of my dream.

Are you really going to believe and take the advice of a self- professed demon.
Come on....what is the first warning here that you can't trust this guy.
Now I won't agrue that this was likely a demon.
But what Kind ?
Have you heard of people fighting there own personal demons.
This would be your own doubts and fears manified X TEN .

Each of us has a side of ourselves that is not our best friend.
And this side can manifest in many ways.
This Oreo ( Notice it is disguised with a innocent sounding name and shows it's self in a innocent form as a Teddy Bear )is trying to gain your trust by use of trickery.
This is a warning sign to not fool ones self!
Do not allow your doubts and fears to beat you out.
Be true to yourself !
You know that you are a good and decent person.
Even if you do have a mischevious side and might enjoy a prank or two in the past and even occassionly now.
Doesn't Oreo"s view of things seem awful familair to you. Even the fear that Jehovah might be God's true name.
Your Oreo here is your doubts and fears manifesting themselves into an actual form or thought form.
Oreo is YOU!
Your darker side the side of you that is not your best friend.
The side of you that condemens yourself for your choices.
And the side of you that doubts about wether you are doing the right thing.
And the side of you that wonders if you are OK with God.

Now it is your choice do you listen to the weaker , fearful, doubtful, self condeming, and not self accepting side of yourself or do you listen to the strong , hopeful,deserving,hungry for enlightenment,God Seeking ,capable, spiritual ,worthy, and loving you.

Your battle with self has been going on a long time.
And you are coming to a place finally where your weaker side may lose for ever.
Is it any wonder that it found a voice now.
Just because it's spoken doesn't mean it's winning.
The stronger you ,will continue to win out as long as you continue to believe in yourself.
Is God going to throw you out on your head because you are GAY?
No
Accept self first!
The divine is within you!
God's spark is within you!
Love Self then you will see clearly that God loves you and accepts you completely.
It is just self doubt that keeps you from his loving embrace.
It is on your side not his if you feel separate from God.
He is waiting for you with open arms and unconditional Love.
UNCONDITIONAL.
And he will not Fail YOU !
I hope this helps !
Love & Light Eternally,
Deborah Anna

Whew! Thanks so much! You've helped me feel much better about this!!!! (((HUGS)))