I think you are very psychic ...I also had visitations when I was a child and growing up I had diffrent things come up from time to time like you did indicating there was something beyond the natural at work .You should seriously consider developing your lantent abilities in time they will increase.It is important that our spiritual selves grow and mature just like our physical ,emontial & mental parts. There are many places on the web where you can find like minded people and I suggest you study from diffrent paranormal books about how to develope psychic ability.Reiki and Medatation are two of the most powerful ways .
Hope this helps !

Deborah Anna