- I am new to the forum. I describe myself as an empath b/c I have a long history of feeling particular moments of other people. In the last 6 mos, I seem to have keyed in on children- abused children. I can barely describe the scenes of horrific crimes and abuse,and 'feel' not only emotions ( terror, distrust, panic, etc.), but physical symptoms like feeling pain in my gut and literally holding back vomit, and have chronic neck an shoulder pain, and feel drained after these events. I lose hours of sleep!
I really need help w/:
1) understanding why I key on these children- are they trying to tell me something I'm just not getting? Am I not on my life's right path? I do have an amazing relationship w/my own 2 babies, both of whom are also sensitive.
2) How I can keep these images from coming? I feel bad 'shutting' down thinking they're seeking help, but I can't live like this! I have my own small children, and the images and feelings become completely too much.
I've received some advise re: protection , particularly from working in a hospital OR ( so much negative energy to attach to me). Plus, asking my spirit guides to step in and help them cross if that's what's needed.
Any thoughts on why these horrific, helpless children are coming to me?
Please help...
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