Hi,
I feel this sadness coming out of nowhere. All of the sudden i feel like crying. I feel like just walk and walk and walk, never return to my house. I don't like going to my house, i feel so lonely in here, and cry some more, I always talk to god, Jesus and my Virgin Mary, so that they could heal me. But i think i need to take action for myself.I was also told that there is a female that envy me a lot in my school. I was told that my own family envys me and my siblings. That my family members compare e to my cousins and aunts! It's not good!Is it??!! I have such bad luck in love. This is kind of embarrassing but i have never had boyfriend in my life. Guys that i'm attractive to they start talking to me, and i see that they also are interested in me but they just stop talking to me. And i don't even know why. But i alwasy have left it like that. But now i really like this guy from my school. I am so into him and i can't stop thinking of him. When i do i just start crying, and i try to move on but i can't and i'm scare of why i can't move on. My family has a lot of conflicts here in m y house. My mom also has told me that she feels like walk and walk and walk and never come back home. She hates this place just like me. Please help me! I really like this guy! I want to safe this love, if there is something here!
Thank you for your time
Jasmine

This is a psychological problem it sounds like to me... Not "You're crazy" psyhological. I experienced the same thing but that's partly because of my home life. I don't now what yours is like. Talk to a friend about it... complain bout your parents your homelife you'll feel better.

As for your love life I have a sense that you'll find someone that you will be happy with.. I think soon, but I can't be sure... I am pretty new to this after all. Also I'm not saying it's this guy you like at the moment but if you don't take risks and ask it may never happen cause not all guys are confident to do it themselves.

Don't cry,parents can't live your life for you.
do what a pychic does, focus & zero in on that guy.

I do sense that you are going thru a tough time .Allot of what you are feeling at home is to do with the conflict there and because you are having trouble finding peace within yourself.When there is ongoing conflicts in the home over time that energy can take on a life of its own so that even when no one is there at the house you can feel it when you walk thru the door.

I burn white sage or sandlewood incense to help keep the energy in my home free of negativity and also use the White Light of Protection to protect my home , family and myself.It is located on this website and would be a good one for you to use also.

Continue to do your pray work it does help I can't imagine the state you would be in if you where not doing your pray work.

Also there is a meditation on this website called the Silver Violet Flame it helps to clear negative energy and increase your own spiritual energy.I do sense you are a sensitive person and that allot of what you are feeling is that you are empathing the emontions of others.When a person is not aware that the feelings they are having may not be their own it can get very confusing .Empaths need to protect their energy more than other people because it can cause depression and a varity of other negative emontions.I would suggest you read up about empaths and how to protect yourself .If you notice you mention I feel and other people feel allot in your post this indicataes that you are extremely sensentive and need to also learn how to sort your feelings out from others.

When you feel sad ,depressed or angry ask yourself does this belong to me ?
Try and see if you can sense where it is coming from.You even said in your post you did not know where this is coming from so that is a sign to you that it must not be coming from you.

Empaths do need to protect themselves but they are also great people that can help others because they are so caring .You just need to know where the line is between your feelings and the feelings of others and also know that you can not control how others feel.Try not to be too concerned with how others think or feel about you ..I know that is not easy but you can't control what they think or feel ..just want you think or feel .Leave the rest up to God thats his job.

Any kind of postive affirmations that you can make on a daily basis will also help.The more postive thoughts that you can project the more easily you will be able to walk in your own power & strenght.You have allot to offer as a person and you have value as a human being .Try to focus on the positive and you will see allot more of the real you coming through and how beautiful you truly are inside and out.

I do sense that with the experiences you have had with boys in the past is because they got what they preceived to be as mixed messages from you so they where not really sure if you liked them or not so then they didn't know what to do be your friend or try and go somewhere else with a possible relationship.Like Mark said guys are not always sure sometimes what they should do.I really think as time goes on you will get better at expressing yourself especially once you start getting all these feelings sorted out because then you will have a better sense of who you are instead of whom others think or feel you are.And you'll realize that you are ok just the way you are.

And I do get that you have been picking up allot of your mothers feelings and unhappiness as well perhaps you both can work together on clearing the energy in the home and making postive affirmations together .I definately think you two could team up and have a more powerful effect on your home enviroment and create more peace there which would reflect into your outer world as well .You both have the power to change things for the better for everyone concerned .Neither of you is powerless .I know that you can turn this around for yourselves and you will also learn some usefull tools for dealing with any negative issues that come up in the future as well.

I wish and pray for you a enriching and empowered life in which you can grow , learn and live with peace that goes beyond understanding .

Love & Light ,
Deborah Anna

P.s. Also Mark is right there is a guy coming into your future soon and I like him .

Thank you so much! You helped me a lot. You made me feel better, thanks for your message and for taking your time and read my post. and about Mark? Who is this guy? Also i've been told that guys don't there to talk to me but is because i have this bad vibes. Now is this true? I really appreciate your help!
Yours Truly.
Jasmine Ariza
P.s. I don't know if you could sense this, but i really like this guy and i can't let go of him. I just can't, and i don't want to.

No I don't think you send bad vibes .You have real good energy about you.Just you do send mixed messages so they are not always sure that you are really interested in them as boyfriend material or just as a friend.You just need to learn to express yourself better .Some of it is body language and sometimes just what you say .You look away a little too much when you are talking to them is one example.Maybe you have a little shyness there that holds you back .

Love & Light

Deborah Anna

P.S. Mark is the first person that answered your post in this forum.

Thanks. But i meant that who is this guy you sense?

It's late night here sorry maybe its sleep confusing me. But is that me your asking? If not sorry bout blabing on. I'm sorry I can't tell you anything about this guy. I sense it but then my mind comes up with very blury guy shaped thing... I don't know if it's my abilities or my mind filling in blanks in my head

Anyway I'm new to this bout a month? (Look at "Child more intune?" thread, Deborah Anna was the first of two psychic that told me i had psychic ability, the other was someone on the train.)

Sorry

~Mark

Any Phisycal characterisitc? like tall? About how tall? Skinny.. something like that... or something else.. this goes for Ms. Deborah Anna and Mark Also you really think i'm an empath?

I can't tell height I thin average.. he looked small but I was higher than him... standing on something I think. Dark hair... white or perhaps Hispanic. I was bout to ask if you go to school or university but I reread your post and you said... The reason I asked cause I'm sure he's in a class room and my view was sitting(or maybe kneeling)on a desk. I dunno what Deborah Anna thinks... If you have anything to say bout my insights that'd be good!

As I said before I'm new to this and don't know much about it yet but it would certainly make sense if you were an empath.

Yes Thanks a lot! You have helped me a lot. With that describition u gave me, i kinda do u know who it might be. So u said it's somebody average? Or he looks average because he looks like he's sitting down? Also yeah i do go to skol. Thanks a lot Mark. If u have any more describtions That'll be great! N i do understand that ur new to do. N look ur already helping someone. Me!..N ur doing a great job! Thanks man!.. Good luck! n thanks again!
Jasmine Ariza

He looks small... but he could be average or tall I don't know as I said I'm looking down from quite a steep angle... I suppose He could be sitting I didn't see his legs.

Maybe.. I mean i am still in school. thanks! You helped me a lot!.. If anything i'm here to help too.