You need to seek help.

Tim,
You know me. We have been around each other here and there, academics and horror, to and fro. You are just not understanding the point of these people. You hurt their feelings. You made them mad. They felt betrayed. How can you say to "get over it" when you started the entire mess to begin with by lying and creatin fabricated stories about someone that it seems all these people care about. And if it is true that you look up to him, and that he has done all these things for you, then you really did, in a way, betray him and those around him. And for what? Because you had a bad day? He is good enough to give you another chance. I wouldn't do it. I'd hit you with my little car several times. You should have gotten over whatever it was that made you act so stupid before you posted like a fool in front of us all.

I really think you should simply shut your fucking mouth before you cause any more damage and get over your insanity. Seek help from a better doctor and learn who your friends are. I don't consider myself one of them anymore.