OT: Urp. *wipes away spit* I think I just suffered a nervous breakdown.
by Toonboy/Mario
First of all I'd like to apologize to Meg. I never meant to take it out on you.
After I stormed out on Meg, I got angrier and angrier as all the frustrations and disappointments in my life hit me at once. Thoughts of self mutilation crept into my head and I even gave the kitchen knife the "evil look". Then as I was brushing my teeth, I just gave in and almost broke my retainer and almost the bathroom mirror. I grabbed at my hair trying to find some outlet for my anger but just cried. It wasn't a hard cry. I just cried. Then I started to get physically ill and ran back to the bathroom and had a dry heave. Twice. That's when it hit me. There's something wrong with me.
But please pay no mind to this idiot. I strangely feel better now that I let it out. I now realize "Hey. My life is going nowhere. None of dreams will come true, so I might as well accept it."