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Shutting away all of her sadness
trying to keep herself far from the madness
counting backwards inside of her head
pages of a book thats never been read.

Yesterday has gone and tomorrow is very near
yet somehow, today just never seemed to get here
nothing feels right, but she just can't explain
she's so tired of hiding and holding in the pain.

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pretending to everyone she's so stable
pain is all she feels when she's awake
a little china doll ready to break.

secrets unlocking and screaming inside
taunting and teasing someone who's already di*d
young, but not foolish, she's just had enough
taken all she could take even although it was tough.

with unfailing pain , no tears in her eyes
unwritten words, ***edit***