Re: .?.

i thought i just said i wnated to run
not h*rt myself
no threats of anything
just a feeling of wanting to run
but maybe i said i wanted to h*rt
it wouldn't suprise me
so sorry about that

why don't people like taking responsibility for their own actions and reactions
why do people like to blame others
and where is the hope of healing or moving forwards in that

and why don't people think about things a bit more
think about the consequences of what they say or do
past or present
think about the reality of how things were and are
rather than some self-created fantasy revolving around "poor me"

fed up of feeling alone in attempts to move forwards

fed up of seeing the same patterns and behaviours over and over and over again

justified selfish nastiness through the mantra of "poor me"

fed up and sad

when other people continue to always be blamed then the position of v*ct*m is further entrenched

it is a choice, not a life-sentence