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been thinking about my ch*ldhood. feeling guilty because it was nowhere near as bad in lots of ways as many others, but psych*lgically and emotionally it was destr*ctive. not sure if they all meant it to be, but looking bavk i can see the little girls reaction to what they say and how they treat her. she can't understand, it feesl like a kn*fe c*tting into her heart. she oesn't know why they say and do these things. she just knows it hurts and she wants to get awa\y.