today

today has finally come. it all starts again at work and i am scared. i am not going to cope this year. i have plans for today that i can't speak of here. got to be brave though or they won't happen. my back has given out on me too, can hardly walk. but G is a hypochondriac so it can't be as bad as it feels, so she will still have to go to work. little g wants a cu**le. no she doesn't, she wants me to take her away from where we live so she can be happy. she wants to d*e with me. why does sensible G have to shout so loud! why does thoughtful G have to keep nagging! gG just wants them to leave her alone so she can end all this cr*p.