It's been over a month since I announced the marriage is over. We've been in separate bedrooms since then. If I could financially afford it, I would be gone in a heart beat. But unfortunately, I'm still here.
But now he is back to his old trick of flirting with women. Yep, there is not even a legal separation nor any filing for a divorce, but there you have it - he's flirting!
That's part of his MO. He flirts. He also tries to find something with each woman that is exclusively "theirs". Like an inside joke that no one else would understand. Or a particular look. A word, whatever. Just something that is shared between him and another woman. He's doing that too.
It makes me sick. He makes me sick! I'm so angry. I know, I don't want him. So why the big deal? It just drives home further all the lies he has told me for the past 5 years since D-Day.
I always said that as soon as I am out of the picture, he would bolt to find someone else. He maintained for 5 years that that would not be the case - that he loved only me, wanted me, no one else, no one could replace me, blah blah blah. It's not as tho I believed him. I guess what makes me angry, is that he thought I was stupid enough to believe him.